Today is my 23rd bday.

Did plenty of study, actually spent most of my day studying.

No birthday party, just a quite dinner with my family. It feels good, simple and cosy.

Something the simple things in life is the most beautiful.

Its my bday today. The sweetest thing my bf said was “today is my happiest day, because is the day you were born”

This is my first blog here, feels wired. Think I’m abit detached from blogspot because I always feel i need to put alot of effort in blogging there (in format, style colors, the works).

Well woke up with a really wired dream, rather not talk about it. Went to Uni for 2 hours and came home cause i wasn’t feeling well. The weather has changed back to cold again, and not enjoying it, hope the weekend gets better.

Came home and had a nap before dinner, and had another bad dream. I have been struggling with my sleep because i keep getting nightmares, and when i wake from them I feel flustered and more tired. Think I need some sleeping therapy. 

Uploaded a video last night and receive bad ratings for it. I thought its maybe because of the bad jokes i made in the video, but guess not because after i re-edit the first thing i got was a thumbs down and that’s in the first 5 mins of re-upload. Now I have 4 dislikes after about 30mins of being online. I guess thats how the internet works. But i really want to know why these pplz dislike it, i want to learn what i’m doing wrong so i can improve. So any one out there with some constructive feedback, please let me know.

I’m learning from this thing, and i know I’m not the prettiest girl in the world or the most talented. But i just want to share some of my experiences and thoughts. And being an accountant, I’m not the most creative person in the world but I’m trying my best.

I’m thankful for all those that support me, esp my BF. James has been supporting from T minus 7 years. He always encourage me with this YT thing, he had taught me many lessons. He said do it only if you like it, not because of the feedback you get, and if you really enjoy it you should keep doing it. He always said dont get the negative feedback change your style and motive, guess i fell abit from this point. James is the best BF a girl can ever ask for, sometimes I just look at him and think “How did a girl like me, Get a guy like James?” Girls think we should be with someone who treats us right, What is “Right”??? In my interpretation “right” is when a guy treats u better then you will treat yourself and how he treats himself. And that’s James dose.

I think I have done some opening up today. I’m actually a very private person, VERY PRIVATE. Sometimes I don’t even tell my thoughts to James, who is the closest person in my life.

Well this is a snip-it of my thought today.

Thanks for reading ^-^